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Saturday, January 12th, 2008

464068942_6e10e9d59b1_2 Lagi kong sinasabi sa’yo, "thank you for making me smile." Lagi mong sinasagot sa akin, "sus, wala yun." Let me tell you now how much I mean that.

You came at the right moment and for that I also want to say thank you… friend.

Salamat rin sa pagsasabi sa ‘kin na, "you have to take risks minsan pero dapat calculated." Sa mga kwento mong umaaliw sa akin…pati yung kawalan mo ng unan at kama ngayon at pagtulog gamit lang ang isang bean bag…lahat yun, naa-appreciate ko.

Salamat sa paghahanap sa akin noong pinagtaguan kita sa national bookstore, sa pagtatanong sa akin ng "pagod ka na ba?" noong sinabi ko sa’yong mag-tricycle na lang tayo papunta sa bahay namin, sa halos araw-araw na "good morning" at gabi-gabing "goodnight, sweetdreams =)."

Sa pagtawag sa akin gamit ang dalawang payphone para lang sabihin sa aking wala kang load :)

Natuwa rin ako sa mga texts mong, "txt ka na lang pagdating mo sa pupuntahan mo ha," at yung isang beses na, "text ka kapag nakauwi ka na."

Alam kong papasok ka ngayon sa bagong phase ng buhay mo. Next week, things will be much different. This is my way of saying good luck and Godspeed. I know that the world will one day see your talent and revere you.

For everything, thank you and please stay…

I Hate my Horoscope for today–its soooo true

Sunday, January 6th, 2008

Friendster Horoscope for January 7, 2008
The Bottom Line
Saying goodbye to your dreams now doesn’t mean you are saying goodbye forever.

In Detail
Right now things are getting a bit stale, and you need to make some room in your life for new ideas and people — so get cleaning! You know deep down inside that in your heart there are more than a few old exes, forgotten dreams, and outdated philosophies that need to get tossed. Don’t worry — saying goodbye to your dreams now doesn’t mean you are saying goodbye forever. It just means you are shifting focus to more productive areas of your life

Proving this right….

Thursday, January 3rd, 2008
Romantic Compatibility

Provided by: Astrology.com

Pisces & _____

When ____and Pisces join together in a love match, each partner enjoys the new perspective the other brings to life in general. ___ is a strong and assertive Sign, being free to do what they want and taking command of their surroundings. Pisces is quieter and more reserved and introspective. In many ways the two are polar opposites, yet both are dreamers at heart. When they care for one another, they each fill the other’s voids and have a caring, mutually beneficial relationship.

____ is a natural leader and in a relationship with Pisces often becomes the guardian of their weaker partner. Pisces, in turn, gives _____ the audience they need for their ambitions and social performances. Pisces is a Sign that, like Water, fills whatever container it is poured into. Pisces tends to give themselves over to their love match; a kind heart allows The Fish to know ___ in a way that many other Signs don’t. ___’s straight forwardness coupled with that doesn’t pass into conceit — the way ___ alone might act — and isn’t overly shy, like Pisces alone may be.

_ _ _ is ruled by The Sun and Pisces is ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Pisces is also ruled by Neptune. The Sun gives out light, life and a focus on the Self to the _____-Pisces relationship. Neptune is about big pictures, ideas and illusions; but it’s also involved with disillusion and fantasy. _____ can help Pisces turn fantasies into realities. Neptune works through Pisces by softening Leo’s sometimes self-centered and abrupt actions, channeling their energy into a more creative and fruitful outlet.

_____ is a Fire Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. These two can be very happy and progressive if they recognize the other’s needs, using introspection and creative ambition to tend to matters of the heart. Pisces can help ____ learn to be humble and to think of the needs of others, while _____ teaches Pisces to go out into the world and begin to loosen up a bit. But Pisces can be too emotional, too much Water dampening ____’s enthusiasm. Conversely, too much Fire can boil the Water and leave Pisces emotionally burned. ____ and Pisces must establish effective communication in order to ensure their balance is maintained.

____ is a Fixed Sign and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Pisces doesn’t serve well as the boss. They get their greatest satisfaction from bettering the universe, starting with their partner. ____, on the other hand, comes up with ideas in the first place and suggests little changes to be made here and there in the relationship.

What’s the best aspect of the _____-Pisces relationship? It’s their receptiveness to one another’s teachings. Pisces shows ____ how to be sensitive and care, and _____ teaches Pisces to make their dreams happen rather than sitting on them. Their ability provide what the other needs makes theirs a truly mutual relationship.

LAGIng tama horoscope ko..heheh

Thursday, December 13th, 2007

grabe di ko alam why pero for two days straight laging sakto sa akin tong horoscope ng friendster..wehehehe…ako lang ang pisces sa mundo na nakakaranas neto ngayon for sure..heheh…,akin tlaga to..hehe..

Friendster Horoscope for December 14, 2007
The Bottom Line
Your imagination and dreams are offering you some amazing insight into someone.

In Detail
Your imagination, dreams and fantasies are offering you some amazing insight into the questions you’ve been asking yourself, and they could confirm a few suspicions. These visions give you a glimpse of the truth, an accurate account of reality as seen from outside your biased lens. You’ve been in a fog about someone for a while, and it’s time to be up front and crystal clear about what you need and what you want. Go right to the source and don’t leave things open to interpretation.

Ang GAling ng horoscope ko

Wednesday, December 12th, 2007

eto horoscope ko today: ang galing ..hehehe..i believe para sa kin talaga tong horoscope na ito.. hindi sa ibang pisces..sa akin lang talaga.eksaktong eksakto sa laman ng isip ko..heheh//amazing

Friendster Horoscope for December 13, 2007
Bottom Line
It looks like your daydreams might be real — all signs point to great potential.

In Detail
If you feel frustrated that someone isn’t saying what you want to hear, the problem could be you. Why are you putting so many expectations on this thing? Don’t push on farther with this agenda, because it is not based on anything real. It is based on a fantasy. That’s not to say that some day it can’t be real, because all signs point to great potential. But it has to happen in the right time frame. You have done everything you can. Right now, the ball is in their court.

FAREWELL

Wednesday, October 10th, 2007

"Fare thee well
Trade in all our words for tea and sympathy
Wonder why we tried, for things that could never be
Play our hearts lament, like an unrehearsed symphony"

- galing po ito sa peyups.com. a quote from a certain song… sinasabi nito ang nasa isip at puso ko ngayon :-(

All about u…

Wednesday, September 12th, 2007

I just realized how cheezy my last blog sounds… wehehehee. siguro kasi i’m way past over that frame of mind now. The guy na tinutukoy ko dun still exists in my world kaso wala lang,, kakaiba talaga siya. moody.. masungit, suplado madalas,, pero part yun kung bakit gusto ko siya.. hay,, to see those sparkling eyes…. :)

And now na alam kong di siya nagbabasa ng blog (tinanong ko kasi siya, sabi indi daw) pwede ko na siyang itsismis dito.. wehhehe.,. mature, may pangrap sa buhay, responsible, matalino siya, masipag, may kusa, interesting (misteryoso kasi tahimk pa, hala sana totoong indi siya nagbabasa ng blog) gwapo (sa standard ko at ng ilan pang kakilala ko) . kApag galit siya or naasar at stony faced na, kamukha niya si victor neri… wehhehe.. maka-Diyos (relihiyoso?) (as in minsan sobra, tanungin ba ko kung may alam ako sa mga tsismis tungkol sa Santo Papa? xempre, wala!) , creative, masinop sa pera, madiskarte, focused. Hala, di kaya parang binebenta ko na sya dito? hehehe, ewan, i just wanna share it to you guys how great he is,, para lang may kasama akong manghihinayang at magsasabing "bakit di pwedeng maging sakin yung ganoon ka ayos na lalaki?" hehehe,.,. ganun talaga! Wah! kung totoo lang si Harry Potter,. kinontak ko na sya, papagawa ako ng love potion…kaso ang taas ng standard na sine-set niya para sa sarili niya at sa mga tao sa paligid niya which led me to think na yun din ang standard na sine-set niya para sa isang girl.. tsaka we’re so different, kahit sa choices ng books at movies.,. pero na-appreciate ko yung pinipilit niyang gustuhin o magpakita ng interes sa mga bagay na gusto ko.. wehhehe.. bait kasi niya,.,. wag mo nga lang kakausapin un pag puyat or pagod kasi baka masungitan ka.. hehe.. actually pag sinusungitan niya ko feeling ko special ako kasi sa iba super pleasant sya forever, sakin comfortable siyang ipakita yung totoong sya.. salamat ha.. anyways, dito muna kasi baka bigla niyang maisip magbasa ng blog.. lagot ako..

IMPOSIBLE NGA BA?

Tuesday, May 1st, 2007

Go to fullsize image  Sana hindi nagbabasa ng blog yung prospect ko. Hay, sabi ng marami isang mahirap na task ang paamuin siya, pero kahit mahirap nagawa ko yun. Sabi rin nila hanggang dun na lang yun. OO, naman, dun aminado ako. Kasi naman di talaga ako uubra sa kanya. Sa maraming kadahilanang di ko pwedeng sabihin dito kasi baka nga nagbabasa ng blog yun eh di napahamak pa ako :)

Basta lang di pwede…nakakahinayang, minsan naiisip ko bakit kailangan pang ipakita sa’yo ung isang taong halos perpekto na para sa’yo tapos alam mong di din talaga siya pwedeng maging sa’yo. Ang labo noh! pero sabi nga nila, kahit isang minutong pag-ibig ok na kesa sa wala..kaso sa wala pa rin talaga ako nahuhulog. Walang kapag-a-pagasa.

Maraming babaeng maiingit sa kin pag naging sa kin sya, kinakainggitan ko yung babaeng minsan nagmay-ari sa kanya. Kung makikilala ko lang yun, babatukan ko siya, ang bobo niya kasi.. yung mga ganong tao di na pinapakawalan..hay…

Sa bawat minutong nagtatama yung paningin namin, para akong nasa langit. kapag ngumingiti siya sa akin… kapag kumikislap yung mga mata niya..para siyang anghel sa paningin ko..

Dami din naming pagkakapareho, yung level of meanness pati sense of humor namin, swak din! sayang talaga… ngayong taon malamang mawawala na siya sa mundong ginagalawan ko, naririnig ko na yung kantang butterfly ni Mariah Carey..Sana di na lang siya dumating sa buhay ko kung mawawala rin pala siya ng ganun ganun na lang…. sana di talaga siya nagbabasa ng blog., sana di niya malamang siya yung tinutukoy ko…salamat sa mga minutong pinapangiti mo ako kahit wala ka sa tabi ko..salamat :)

Valentines Blues

Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

19506124371 It’s valentines day once again and I’m wearing black.

Umuwi ako ng maaga from work kahit may program sa office. Take note, may dating game sa amin now with matching free iced tea (Nestle yun ha). Hmmm…. I went straight to SM and spent my day alone. I ate one special asado siopao from Hen Lin and bought a BIG Menjie chocolate, I don’t need a man to buy me one. Kung mura lang sana ang bouquet of tulips and white roses (mga favorite kong flowers) siguro bumili din ako at ginaya ang mga babaeng rumarampa ngayon sa mall na may hawak na bulaklak. Bago ako pumasok dito sa internet cafe na ito, may nakasabay akong high school student na may dalang mga bulaklak, mukhang mamahalin yung dala niya… life can be so unfair…. (halata bang bitter? hehehe..)

May free packed merienda from KFC para sa mga matatagal nang empleyado ng PIA dahil provided yun ng Union of workers doon. Unfortunately, hindi ako member noon kaya wala ding silbi kung nag-stay ako dahil gugutumin lang ako sa kakatingin sa kanila. Pero masaya sanang makipagtawanan habang nahihilo yung searcher sa pamimili ng makaka-date nya. Kaso yung kasabay kong umuwi, inaantok na. (understandable naman dahil 5am ang pasok namin) ayoko namang maglakad papunta sa sakayan nang nag-iisa kaya sumabay na rin ako.. ano na kaya nangyayari sa program ngayon? 3:50pm na kaya malamang tapos na yun. May kasama ako sa unit na isa sa mga searchee, sana siya yung manalo..sana next year ako na yung searcher…

Sa lahat ng mga kaibigan kong malungkot din ang Feb 14, huwag kayong mag-alala… each of us has his/her own turn to rule the world.. tsaka we really don’t need anyone para maging masaya sa araw na to. Ako, masaya kahit nag-iisa. Kahit sandali lang kasi nakita ko yung taong nagpapaganda ng mundo ko (kahit di niya alam)… Sana bukas, makita ko ulit siya.. Sana sa susunod na taon alam na niya… :)

Happy V-DAY to everyone ! Remember to love until it hurts (ngek, corny!)

Stealing Hapiness

Thursday, February 1st, 2007

I have been walking in cloud nine for these past few weeks. My close friends wud surely know why. Today, I came to realize that because I have been drunk by my own happiness, I wasn’t able to mind my manners and I am not taking care of my dignity the way I should..

21757287161_1 There’s this new christian friend of mine ( a guy at that) who told me a while ago that I’m not behaving the way I should lately. I want to thank him for saying that to my face or I wud have gone all the way down to my self destruction. Two years ago, I’ve lost an important friend whom I used to treasure a lot. It was a big mess and I think part of it was my fault too (but mostly it’s his :) This christian friend told me that he doesn’t want me hurt ,the way I was hurt when that "used to be" precious friend left my life. Then I came to realize that I don’t want that either so I’ll behave properly starting today.

Let me defend my self first, It has been a long time since I’ve felt this unbelievable bliss and I’m not used to it anymore that’s why I’ve been neglecting my conscience again. But the possibility of loosing the source of my happiness is already at bay.. so I’ll mind my self from now on.. I know i’m putting up my self for more dissapointments if I continue to let my self be carried away by this emotion.

IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME KEEP MY OASIS BY MY SIDE… even if I behave properly… there’s this stupid law that prevents me from doing that… yes, a law.. not necessarily passed by the Congress but this law is being observed and followed by a big group of pipol since (i dont really know when, pero matagal na) 1900’s ?

It’s weird that a single self-serving law like that prevents me from going for what wud make me really really hapi (which I HAVE NOT BEEN FOR quite a while) and of course, there’s this issue of our country applying double standard  in everything.

But in the end it all comes down to restraining my self and putting more importance to the use of my mind… i Know… i just want to say sorry if I’m stubborn as a mule sometimes..  I don’t seem to know what’s good for me and I give more importance to my being happy which is not good..

I’ll move away from my oasis… I’ll force my self to do what’s right and to do just that … sad as it may seem… :(